Honestly, I have no idea what I should write here. Chances are I am going to get half way through this rambling verbal vomit only to just decide to delete the entire thing.
I guess I will start with the fact that I have been put on a new medication. The psychiatrist pulled me off of the Welbutrin and put me on something called Cymbalta which is supposed to be a better anti depressant. It is supposed to cover both sides of the spectrum of treatment types.
Instead of making a video, I thought I would instead just post a quick blog letting you all know how things are going.
I have contacted my Psychiatrist and am setting up an appointment to get my meds adjusted in the hopes it will help with this current head state.
Today was an OK day. No tension or lingering feelings, however I am not just sitting on my hands with this thing. I expect it to get bad again.
More as things develop.
For those of you that have been asking after my current state, here is the latest.
I had my phone screening/interview for unemployment today. I have to say I don't think it went very well. She was doing her job, I am sure but still, I was nervous and tried to answer the questions as best as I could. She kept stating "So you quit..." kind of things, which was not the best exchange, I think.
I will know in a few days if I was accepted or not. If not, I always have…Continue
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Some of you have asked me to let you know how things went on Monday. What my boss said when I told him what I was feeling and wanting to do.
When I spoke with him and asked to be Laid off, he told me that they couldn't do that because they need to fill the position after I am gone. It would prevent them from filling the position. So a layoff is right out.
My second request was termination but not disputing my request for unemployment.
If this wasn't an…Continue
HAPPY BIRTHDAY my man!!!!
I was uncertain about how I was gonna feel when I sat down at the desk. After a short time off I thought that I would be thrown as soon as I opened the first support ticket.
I have no idea if the meds or the Monday made most of today tolerable but I survived it. Emails phone calls and all.
Strange thing is that I started to feel anxious AFTER I left work. I don't know if that is a sign the meds wore off or just that I was in the Mondaze and now I know that the…Continue
I have been having a correspondence with a friend I haven't spoken to in a long time and during this exchange it dawned on me how amazing they were. Something I had known before but as we sort of lost touch for a while and now are connecting again, was reintroduced.
It was because of this thought that I reflected on the number of amazing, talented, extraordinary women that I have had the privilege to make friends and converse with over the years that I have been on these…Continue
I started seeing a Therapist about a month or so ago, maybe less. I have felt so fucked up for so long that it has become almost second nature to be unhappy. I figured it was just part of who I was so I didn't really think anything more than I usually do.
Then I had a meeting with my Boss. He asked me to a one on one lunch. Of course the time leading up to this meeting had me concerned. Anytime in my life I have had a boss ask to speak with me in a planned meeting, it has always…
To all of you whom take on the daunting task of enlightening the future of our planet I say THANK YOU!
For those of you who get up each day with the soul purpose of helping others become more than they are and fulfill that potential they each hold, I say THANK YOU!
From one whose entire educational experience was horrendous and lost out on a greater life, I say THANK YOU!!
I know there are some who hold the title teacher but only because it comes…Continue
Check out the Article, there is also a video as well with him explaining his Org and what they do.
From the article:
When Marcus Morris was a child, adults considered him incorrigible. Physicians incorrectly diagnosed…Continue
A little off with the time difference an the weekend but HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADY!!